did i do wrong something
and
let people around me feel disappointed to me?
although i really confused right now.
but i guess maybe i'm correct.
i just follow my feeling.
that's really what i feel.
maybe u all didnt agree abt me.
but
since i really got that feeling.
what should i do?
just pretend i don know about it?
force myself not to do anything.?
although i'm fan jin.
but
i guess nobody hope to been treating bad for long time.
swt.
even gonna exam next monday.
i havent study at all.
==
no mood.

Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

CHORUS:
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you


CHORUS

everything new again.

suddenly feel like change all the background and color to new.
although these few weeks so many thing happen.
but i learn a lot.
however I'm still me.
(:

for her.

1 week and 1 day ended.
although it was so sweet.
but too bad.
it cant last longer.
although i don't feel like wake up from that.
but i still have to.
no matter how sweet is that.
when things changed.
those words seem like meaningless d.
is that everything promised before.
and said before,
it really still will do it?
anyway.
appreciate
and
always enjoy the happy moment we ever had.
even though cant belong it for long time.
at least we ever had it before.
time can prove anything.
my advice for you.
really thanks for treated me so good.

feel like quit the blog.

day by day i really dont know who am i.
although got a lot of thing i feel like say it out.
but i don think here is the good choice for me to post it.
i hate what im thinking and how im thinking.
all blame to the fucking brain.
i hope i can same as normal people think and do what they suppose to do.
but no matter how hard i tried.
still the same.
whatever la.
ignore me.
maybe this will be my last time blog it.
(:

new life again.
everything i also knew it,
just i act like i dont know abt it.
forgive me for doing that.

end,

our 105 days was ended.
although i feel so sad,
but it was a sweet memory i ever had.
why u still can treat me like that good?
i thought i hurt u lots,
u wont forgive me.
but i also don wan to do that.
just i cant be selfish.
i thought i can stand it,
but i cant believe my tear drop after saw ur msg.
why u still are the one tam me although i did that to u?
i cant stand it and cant tam u or what.
but u still act like nothing.
u told me u are okay?
but do u think i believe u are okay?


150 days sweet love ended.
i appreaciate what i ever had.
and the memory u gave me.
thanks.

just few hours,
everything changed.
and
everything was i did it.
every sentences she said,
just made
my tear drop nt undercontrolled.
my heart was broken again.
cant blame her.
sorry
everytime i also try to don let her go
but this time,
i know im totally unresponsible,
should i be selfish again?
nt to let her go?
or just let her find a better guy.
nt to hurt her again and again.
everything she told me,
i cant even reply,
she tot i fu hin her.
but im just so sad.
i couldnt tell her.

my fault.

so sorry for that.
i dont know what i want,
or even what im thinking,
im so confused right now.
i dont even dare to tell u what im thinking.
because i scared everything will be over,
but now,
in the end,
i still tell u the truth,
i destroyed the relationship i have,
my heart was broken
but,
i knew her heart was broke too,
so sorry for i hurt you.
although i did that,
but she don knw how sad am i.
sorry.
i knw i did wrong.
but i don wan to lie u also.

i'm sorry.
that's so many thing i feel like express and tell u.
but i can't.
i love you.